Q:Hey M =) I dunno why am writing this to you and spaming your inbox but partially because you were one of ppl helped me to ignore those ignorant ppl and learn to laugh at there sanity =),tvxq(YH&CM) means a lot for me,more than words can describe more than artist,idol,they are my role model my goal and vitamin that help me through , when I founf TVXQ it was after I got to kpop and after being fed with hate toward what ppl told me to hate , I found my own voice in them
n 2 months I got in emotional roller-coaster until I found my ground , I found them in a very difficult time in my life were I thought of leaving everything , I was a top class student since growing up I graduated a year Earlier with top marks thought my life was perfect then everything went down , I cannot find a job due to my country financial nd sadly favoritism my family in a hard situation and everything was black ,
and then I found them those 2 men who were on top and fell to the deep bottom , from most loved to most hated , and now they are finding everything back one by one , I became to act like yunho and think like changmin and honestly live a life they will be proud of =) , I never cried or cried or smiled or cared because of a tv personality but them , I never belonged or stan-ed or fan-girling except them , those ppl who hate them ,put them down what have they done in there lifes to be proud of , did they helped someone and stopped them from killing there self or taught ppl the meaning of hard work or ethics ,
I feel sad for those ppl but that doent mean I will forgive a bad thing they do to those 2 beautiful men , thank you yunho and chngmin for everything and thank you M and everyone whose honest and supportive like you =)
and am praying for u to get a ticket ;)and i’ll keep following my dreams and make them and everyone believes in me proud! and for everyone stay strong and keep smiling , life worth it and they are a lot of amazing and beautiful ppl all around the world so why we dont we become one of them =)
Dear Anon, thank you for sharing.
I think it speaks of how great of an ‘idol’ Yunho and Changmin are when they are able to inspire people like they did to you.
Looks, fame, popularity, all those doesn’t last, these things will fade with time, but an impact in one’s life, brought by a great example stays in our lives forever.
Like you, they too inspire me, although my hardship was not nearly as dark as yours. Thank you for sharing, you are an amazing person, and it makes me proud to call you a fellow TVXQ fan ^___^

